I started looking at myself surgically, trying to pry everything out. I wasn’t me to myself anymore. I was another person I was dissecting, so separated from my feelings that I started feeling like a machine – a broken one, at that.
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homecoming trip
The longest trip I’ve taken was coming back from Vilnius. I was at the airport at 2 am. I had an early flight. I landed in Krakow and had a connecting flight to Zagreb. I got there around 2 pm and was in my city at around 9 pm.
music and feelings
Because it’s intuitive, I don’t look for words to describe music. Instead, I’d like to ask you to share your favorite music.
befriending a murder
My sister is mortified, thinking they might attack us to steal the food, but crows are actually friendly. They are just big and loud.
my sister and i
Time goes by, and in the smoky snake we see the trajectory of our desired lives, a vision we are yet to unlock. The vision dissolves in a minute in our minds, replaced by muffled curses from those who won’t let us outgrow them.
you know your past, come meet the future
You’re always much closer to your ten-year-old self than you’ll ever be to your next-year self.
the art of mending a heart
My teen years were my most fruitful years for writing. Too bad it was all wasted on a melancholy I cannot return to anymore.
advice from your big sister
I feel like my childhood started with losing my footing at my first steps, and ever since then I’ve been doing the panic sprint. I still haven’t found my footing.
apps on silent
Also, I hate that everything is buzzing all the time and has the right to your presence at all times. No, I want to hide behind the screen and exist quietly. Let me scroll my Pinterest in peace!
friendship is kindness.
Not to say that 2024 was the last time anyone was kind to me, but it did give me two of the kindest people to have as my best friends.
My Little Hawk 