My phone storage is full. I need to get my life together. I don’t have the leverage of being a student with at least some time still to go before I graduate to decide what’s next. There is no safety in a structure or a schedule that university life would set for me, where IContinue reading "Lamentations of your unemployed friend in their twenties (excerpt from my diary)"
Nighttime Swimming: A Story About Summer 2025
- Wanna go for a swim after work? - A smile stretches across my face. I pass the cigarette to my sister, the smoke curling in the space between us. The summer passed in that moment between, in all those blink-and-you-miss-it moments, where all of my daydreams and planning never came to fruition. We sitContinue reading "Nighttime Swimming: A Story About Summer 2025"
ROMANTICIZING SUMMER 2025: When Life Gives You Tangerines
I'm standing over the sink, washing the glasses, and smiling to myself over the familiarity of the routine summer always sets up for me. The shouting of the orders over the counter, oil sizzling in the kitchen, clicking of the glasses on the bar trays as they are carried through the restaurant, Aneta's laughter fromContinue reading "ROMANTICIZING SUMMER 2025: When Life Gives You Tangerines"
A Happy Place: Vilnius
I know how to help you now. Find me in the future. Bye, Vilnius! My suitcase is packed and ready. The packages are sent. I think I got everything. But that's the easy part. How do I arrange all the memories? How do I unlearn all the habits I loved to build here? Love isContinue reading "A Happy Place: Vilnius"
Poruka Bogu ako sluša
Jesi li ikad uslišao takve molitve? Je li to nešto što možeš ispuniti? Je li moralno pitati za takvo nešto? Može li se moral uopće uzeti u obzir u ovakvom slučaju? Jer ako ovo ima smisla, to je smisao koji ja ne razumijem. Ta dinamika između dobra i zla, taj uteg koji uvijek naginje naContinue reading "Poruka Bogu ako sluša"
Spend a Day in Trakai, Lithuania
If the road ever takes you to Lithuania, don't miss the chance to visit a true gem, some 28 km West of Vilnius. Trakai is a dream in any season, whether spring/summer with nice weather, fall with golden leaves vibes, or winter when the area is under the snow. Trakai Castle Trakai Castle is aContinue reading "Spend a Day in Trakai, Lithuania"
Studying at Vilnius University
Huh, this has been a fun ride! So, coming to you live from Vilnius, Lithuania, let me tell you how my experience doing an exchange program has been going so far. I still have three and a half months to go, but so much has happened already, and I've seen, met, and learned so much.Continue reading "Studying at Vilnius University"
New Place, New Me: What I Learned About Myself While Studying Abroad
What I Learned About Myself While Studying Abroad Lesson No.1: I love how this city affects me. I love this new me. I used to have those periods when everything would go smoothly, and I would love the high, get addicted to it, and put so much pressure on myself to keep going, and thenContinue reading "New Place, New Me: What I Learned About Myself While Studying Abroad"
Diary Entry From Vilnius
This little hawk flew over to Vilnius, Lithuania to spend a semester here at Vilnius University. This blog turned into an inconsistent journal, a sort of svaštara (Croatian jargon; name for a notebook with all kinds of notes on various topics) on the Internet, so let's "read my diary" together, shall we? The purpose ofContinue reading "Diary Entry From Vilnius"
A Birthday Lesson
Happy birthday, mylittlehawk! Another year, another list of lessons learned. In light of that change and growth, here's something I wrote down in my notes back in May that proved itself to be true yesterday while I was at work. I realized that just a crying session won't do, so I'm sharing it with you.Continue reading "A Birthday Lesson"
