Dear diary,
Today I had a *lyric* playing over and over in my head. It’s been driving me insane. I tried to write, but today is not the day. I tried to make a paper fan. I also glued a few receipts in my junk journal.
My basil is looking good, and my little neighbor gave me a toy turtle to put in the pot to keep the basil company. I should probably name it. Basil, that is. Nothing spoke to me yet whenever I looked at it.
I saw an eagle today, chasing a jay. I think it was an eagle. It’s hard to tell with the species we have around. Then I saw an eagle again, in my coffee mug.
I have a dozen tabs open, and a dozen things started, but I can’t focus on one for too long. I feel like my mind is a mess, but it might just be a minor frenzy.
I guess it’s normal to feel this way with so many things becoming clear, and yet so much seems uncertain. I do feel on edge.
Is it possible to feel like you’re running a marathon, and like you’ve never made a single step in your life, all at the same time? You know, that specific type of being stuck?
It would certainly be exhausting.
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Seeing an eagle is a positive sign! Something positive is around the corner.
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Nah, I think my head is always in marathon. 😁 it’s normal, but let’s sleep really at night.🤩
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